Cape jessamine.

Cape jessamine.

梔子

梅雨､脚を止め見上げた空は真っ白
時折流氷雲の隙間から覗く暖かな陽射し
低い空を薄い雲が風に乗り泳いでいく

また僕の季節がやってきた
あの日からどれだけ時間が経ったのだろう
目に映る全ての色が事が初めてで怖かった

まだ小さかった僕は一歩一歩進む度に成長し
色んな経験をし､白い花に恋もした

あの日の空も今日のように白い雲が忙しそうに空の海を泳いでいた

僕は季節を越え色んな経験をした初めての事もいっぱいだった

僕は今でも雨の日が好きだ
何故なら色んな恐怖や音を気にしなくて良いから

雨の音に耳を傾けあちこちで弾ける雨粒を見つめ大きな湖に映る空を見つめ
雨粒がつくる波紋を見つめ
雨の日の賑やかな世界を見つめ
優しい気持ちになる

未だに自分の怖い顔を見たいとは思えないけど

あれから成長したのかな……

またﾎﾟｶﾎﾟｶの陽射しの季節が来る
中々雨には会えなくなるけれど､それでも好きな季節

いつの日からか､風を纏う灰色のｷﾞｻﾞｷﾞｻﾞの歯をした人の姿を見ることはなくなった
あの風を纏う灰色の人は何処かへ旅に出掛けたのだろうか……

僕ももっともっと遠くまで旅に出てみたい

あれから僕は新しい尻尾が生えた
そして身体も大きくあの頃よりももっともっと早く走れるようになった

だから僕もこの季節に旅に出ようと思う

と､ぼぉぉっと白い空を見上げていると
気付けばすぐ傍に嫌な音で歩く巨人が居た

え……

嫌な音が聴こえなかったのはどうしてだろう……

巨人は大きなわっかが2つついた変なのにまたがりすいすい音もなく現れた

音を消す2つわっかの変なの……
それにまたがる巨人は嫌な音も立てず早く動く

でも僕はそんなわっかよりも早く､風を纏う灰色の人よりも早く､今は動ける

だから怖くない大きくなるにつれて､少しずつ怖いものが消えていく
そして新しい世界が広がっていくでも……

もっと新しい世界を見てみたいだから決めた

この季節に僕は大きな冒険をする
見たこと無い世界を見に､そして梔子の花に恋をしたように､また恋もするかもしれない
新しい世界への好奇心に今の僕の心は満たされています｡

取り敢えず巨人のように僕も大きな2つわっかを探してみようかな

なんて……

巨人の足元の世界は緑の森は今日も優しい風が吹いている……

さぁ生きよう｡

あっ!不思議な色した風を纏う人が居る……

おしまい……
【梔子】2024梅雨のとある日の僕の日記

改めましてみなさんこんにちは､こんばんはおはようございます｡
今週も気付けば週の折り返しの水曜日
今日も雲が多い空時折雲間から陽射し覗く湿度の高い蒸し暑い梅雨の日

小さな緑の森でｶﾅﾍﾋﾞ君を見つけました
まだ尻尾が綺麗で長い身体の小さなｶﾅﾍﾋﾞ君
じっと見つめていても逃げることなく

触れようとすると
物凄い早さで小さな枯れ葉の山に駆けて行きました

足元の世界にも夏の季節が始まっているようです

蒸し暑い日々､涼を感じ僅かな風を感じ
暑さに負けず､あたたかく生きてください

週末にかけての日々も､心あたたかな時間でありますように

今週もありがとうございました

明日も良い一日でありますように
優しい風感じる残りの一週間の日々､6月の終わりにかけての時間でありますように……

また来週
生きよう｡

Cape jessamine.

During the rainy season, when I stopped and looked up, the sky was pure white.
 Sometimes the warm sunlight peeks through the gaps between the drift ice clouds.
 Thin clouds ride the wind and swim in the low sky

 My season has come again
 I wonder how much time has passed since that day
 It was my first time to see all the colors I saw and it was scary.

 I was still small, but every time I took a step forward, I grew up.
 I had many experiences and even fell in love with white flowers.

 The sky that day was just like today, with white clouds swimming busily in the sea of ​​sky.

 I experienced many things across seasons and had many firsts.

 I still love rainy days
 Because you don’t have to worry about various fears and sounds

 Listen to the sound of the rain, watch the raindrops pop here and there, and watch the sky reflected in the big lake.
 Staring at the ripples made by raindrops
 Staring at the lively world on a rainy day
 I feel kind

 I still don’t think I want to see my scary face though

 I wonder if it has grown since then…

 The season of warm sunshine is here again
 Even though I don’t often see rain, it’s still my favorite season.

 One day, I no longer saw the gray, jagged-toothed person wearing the wind.
 I wonder if that gray person wearing the wind went on a journey somewhere…

 I also want to travel further and further away.

 Since then, I have grown a new tail.
 And my body has gotten bigger and I can run even faster than I did back then.

 That’s why I’m thinking of going on a trip this season too.

 As I was looking up at the white sky,
 Before I knew it, there was a giant walking next to me making unpleasant noises.

 picture……

 I wonder why I couldn’t hear any unpleasant sounds…

 Although the giant had two large waka, it appeared astride without making a sound.

 It’s weird that there are two things that turn off the sound…
 The giant that straddles it moves quickly without making any unpleasant noises.

 But I can move faster than that person, faster than the gray person wrapped in the wind, and now I can move.

 So don’t be scared. As you grow older, things that are scary will gradually disappear.
 And even though a new world is expanding…

 I decided because I want to see a new world.

 I’m going on a big adventure this season
 I went to see a world I’ve never seen before, and just like I fell in love with the cherry blossoms, I might fall in love again.
 My heart is now filled with curiosity about the new world.

 For now, like the giants, I guess I’ll try to find a big two-piece.

 What…

 The world beneath the giant’s feet is a green forest, and a gentle wind is blowing today too…

 Let’s live now.

 Ah! There is a person wearing a mysterious colored wind…

 It’s over…
 [Cape jessamine] My diary one day during the 2024 rainy season

 Hello everyone again, good evening and good morning.
 Before you know it, it’s Wednesday again this week
 Today is also a humid and humid rainy season day with lots of clouds and the sun occasionally peeking through the clouds.

 I found Kanabebi in a small green forest.
 A small Kanabebi with a long body and a beautiful tail.
 Even if you stare at me, I won’t run away

 when I try to touch
 I ran incredibly fast to a small pile of dead leaves.

 It seems that the summer season has begun in the world below our feet.

 On the hot and humid days, I feel the coolness and feel the slight breeze.
 Don’t give in to the heat and live warmly

 May the days leading up to the weekend be a warm one.

 Thank you very much for this week

 I hope tomorrow is a good day too
 I hope the rest of the week feels like a gentle breeze, and it’s time towards the end of June…

 see you next week
 Live it.

Akihiro Takahashi