元彼 : The world of dreams is free, and youth is also free…

元彼 : 夢の世界は自由､青春もまた……

元彼 : The world of dreams is free, and youth is also free…

以前「髙」公演前夜僕は夢を見ました
2024/4/29/3:49鮮明な夢のメモ↓
広瀬すずさんと付き合う事になる夢を見るました。
僕であればと事務所が許してくれたと､広瀬すずさんが自分に言い､じゃあお付き合いをと付き合うこととなったのですが

ある日､広瀬すずさんが僕に､実はﾏﾝｼｮﾝに誰かが侵入しているようだと打ち明け､二人で管理人に事情を説明しに行きました

その後事務所ｽﾀｯﾌの方ﾏﾈｰｼﾞｬｰさんと共に何故かお仕事へ同行するとそこで(過去にCMやTVのﾀﾞﾝｽのお仕事でお世話になった)airmanさんと遭遇しｴﾚﾍﾞｰﾀｰ内で僕のお世話になった方だよと伝えていると､ﾏﾝｼｮﾝの管理人からﾏﾈｰｼﾞｬｰさんに電話があり今現在誰かが侵入していると……

僕はﾏﾈｰｼﾞｬｰさんや管理人と数名の人達でﾏﾝｼｮﾝへ向かうと言うと､広瀬すずさんも行くと言うので一緒に同行

そこで何故か管理人が犯人は何階かのﾋﾞﾘﾔｰﾄﾞ場に今居ると言うので､そのまま皆で向かい腕にしがみつく広瀬すずさんを入り口で待っててと伝え残し､ﾋﾞﾘﾔｰﾄﾞ場に突入

すると犯人らしき人物は奥へ逃げﾋﾞﾘﾔｰﾄﾞのｷｭｰを手に向かってきました｡
自分は何故か手にしていたﾏｲﾃｨ·ｿｰのような大きなﾊﾝﾏｰでｷｭｰを折り何故か白煙が上がる奥へ逃げた犯人をまた追い詰めて行くところで目が覚めました｡

広瀬すずさんとお付き合いするなんて意味わかりませんが､色々なやり取りや登場人物達がﾘｱﾙで､広瀬すずさんの喋りや行動､仕草もﾘｱﾙで､ｴﾚﾍﾞｰﾀｰ内の空気も何もかも目茶苦茶な設定が面白く感じました｡

ちなみに途中の階でairmanさんは､おじいさんおばあさんのDANCEの振り付けがあると降りていったのですがｶﾞﾗｽ張りのｴﾚﾍﾞｰﾀｰ内から広瀬すずさんとそのﾘﾊｰｻﾙ風景を見て「凄いね」と……

絶対にあり得ないような夢だけど
夢から覚めるとそれまで気にしていなかった広瀬すずさんが少し気になったのでした……

そして今週月曜の明け方また夢を見ました
夢の中で膝を怪我した､見覚えのある女性を僕が手当していました膝は骨が見えるほどの大怪我でした
その夢の中で手当している最中に大怪我をしているのにもかかわらず男性と笑顔で会話するその女性に心の中で心配しつつもﾔｷﾓﾁを妬いている自分がいました……
ﾔｷﾓﾁって懐かしい感覚でした……
10台の頃を思い出しました

夢って不思議ですね……

先日は夢の中でこの嫌な夢の世界から出たい
夢だったら良いのにと思う不思議な感覚の夢の世界の自分がいました……

気持ち悪い夢で､錆びれ朽ちた電車の中から出ると気持ち悪いｿﾞﾝﾋﾞみたいな女性達がｿﾞﾝﾋﾞみたいな気持ち悪い男の人達とただただ日常を過ごす不思議な光景が目の前に

何とも気持ち悪い世界に､夢だったら良いのにと思う夢の世界の中の自分

夢だったから良かったけど､夢であってくれと夢の中で思う変な感覚

良い夢見れたら良いけど夢って不思議で時に嬉しく時に悲しく時に愛おしく時に気持ち悪く
なんでもありな世界

でも夢の中で夢だったら良いのにこの世界気持ちが悪い夢であってくれと思う感覚は初めてでした……

夢だったから良かったけど気持ち悪い世界から覚めることが出来て良かったです

「ｴﾙﾑ街の悪夢」のﾌﾚﾃﾞｨはそんな夢の世界に現れていましたね……
懐かしい映画ですが
子供の頃はああ言った映画が本当に怖いし面白いかったですね

子供達みんなでわぁｷｬｰ言いながら怖い映画や､怖いTV時には怖い本を書店で見つけては､わぁｷｬｰ言ってましたね……

夏のお昼時には「あなたの知らない世界」と言うお昼の番組の中の怖い話を再現したｺｰﾅｰがあったし

怖い事も人も周りにも学校にもそこらじゅうに居た昭和

映画「ｴﾙﾑ街の悪夢」の世界では寝たらﾌﾚﾃﾞｨに殺されると､皆寝ないようにしたり……
でも我慢できず寝てしまい夢の中でﾌﾚﾃﾞｨに操られると現実世界でも……

こんなｼｰﾝがあったような子供の頃の記憶なので確かではありませんが

ある時気付きます
夢の世界では僕ら私達だって何だって出来るんじゃないか……
それぞれの発想で夢の世界で想い描いた武器を手に
そこからﾌﾚﾃﾞｨとの闘いが……

そう､夢は自由で何だって出来る……

だから当たり前じゃないこの世界で
めいいっぱい夢を描き
真っ白な一日一日に線を描き色をのせ今日を明日を明後日をあたたかく生きましょう

青春はまだまだこれから
今日も恋をしさけび駆け青春まっしぐらに
今を夢を描き生きましょう

改めてこんにちは､こんばんはおはようございます
今日も一日お疲れ様でした

昨日久しぶりに警察署へ行きました
それ以前に県警適性審査係に連絡して
発行していただいた診断書をいただく為
脳の手術後は医師の診断書と適性検査を受けに行かなくては車もﾊﾞｲｸも乗れない為……

免許更新以来の警察署
少し緊張しましたが
でも危ない刑事の二人のﾎﾟｽﾀｰに癒されました

公演の会場がある横浜で駆け回っていた二人
また「危ない刑事」が観たくなりました……

新しい明日も心あたたかな一日でありますように……

いつも心に優しい風が吹きますように……

最後に今週出逢った小さな青春達の姿を……
 

なんとも気持ちよさそうに眠るロミオと横断歩道を渡りこちらを振り返り首をかしげる初めて見たカラスの赤ちゃん？子供のカラス？
隙間から覗くジュリエットも神社で見かけた猫たちも皆可愛かったので撮らせてもらいました…….
僕の見た小さな癒し達

今週も長たらしい火曜水曜のBlogを
最後までありがとうございました……

後半にかけての日々も
青春まっしぐらに駆け回りましょう

それでは
明日も明後日も明明後日も一生
強く優しくあたたかく
生きよう｡

広瀬すずさんの元彼(笑)
24歳青春真っ盛り 髙橋 昭博

Ex-boyfriend : The world of dreams is free, and youth is also free…

 The night before the “Taka” performance, I had a dream.
 2024/4/29/3:49 Vivid dream memo↓
 I had a dream that I would be dating Suzu Hirose.
 Suzu Hirose said to herself that the agency would have allowed it if it were me, so we decided to start dating.

 One day, Suzu Hirose confided in me that it actually seemed like someone was breaking into the apartment, and we both went to explain the situation to the manager.

 Afterwards, for some reason I accompanied the office staff, the manager, to work, and there we met Mr. Airman (whom I had worked with in the past for dance work for commercials and TV).  When I met him in the elevator and told him that he was the one who took care of me, the manager got a call from the apartment manager and said that someone was currently intruding…

 When I said that I was heading to the apartment with the manager, administrator, and a few other people, Suzu Hirose said she was also going, so I went with her.

 Then, for some reason, the manager said that the culprit was currently in the billiard area on a few floors, so we all headed towards the building, told Suzu Hirose, who was clinging to his arm, to wait at the entrance, and stormed into the billiard area.

 Then, the person who appeared to be the culprit ran away to the back and came towards me with a billiard in his hand.
 For some reason, I woke up just as I was cornering the culprit who had broken off with a big hammer like the Mighty Saw that I had in my hand and ran away to the back where white smoke was rising.

 I don’t understand what it means to be dating Suzu Hirose, but the various interactions and characters are realistic, Suzu Hirose’s speech, actions, and gestures are also realistic, and the atmosphere in the elevator and the chaotic setting made it all interesting.

 By the way, on the middle floor, the airman got off to watch the grandfather and grandmother’s dance choreography, and when he saw Suzu Hirose and her rehearsal scene from inside the glass-covered elevator, he said, “That’s amazing.”

 It’s a dream that would never happen
 When I woke up from my dream, I was a little worried about Suzu Hirose, who I hadn’t noticed before…

 And this Monday morning, I had another dream.
 In my dream, I was treating a woman I recognized who had injured her knee.The injury to her knee was so severe that the bone was visible.
 In that dream, I was caring for a woman who was smiling and talking to a man even though she was seriously injured, and while I was worried in my heart, I found myself jealous of the man…
 It was a nostalgic feeling…
 I remember when I was 10

 Dreams are strange…

 The other day I was in a dream and I wanted to get out of this unpleasant dream world.
 I found myself in a dream world with a strange feeling that made me wish it was just a dream…

 It was a disgusting dream, and when I got out of the rusted and rotten train, I saw in front of my eyes a mysterious scene of disgusting Zombie-like women just spending their daily lives with Zombie-like disgusting men.

 In a world that feels so disgusting, I find myself inside a dream world that makes me wish it was just a dream.

 I’m glad it was a dream, but I have this weird feeling in a dream that makes me wish it was just a dream.

 I wish I could have a good dream, but dreams are mysterious, sometimes happy, sometimes sad, sometimes loving, sometimes disgusting.
 A world where anything is possible

 But this is the first time I’ve felt like I wish this world was just a disgusting dream, even though it was just a dream…

 I’m glad it was a dream, but I’m glad I was able to wake up from this disgusting world.

 Freddy from “A Nightmare on Elm Street” appeared in such a dream world…
 It’s a nostalgic movie
 When I was a kid, those movies were really scary and interesting.

 All the children would watch scary movies, watch scary TV, or find scary books at the bookstore, making them squeal.

 During summer lunchtimes, there was a segment called “The World You Don’t Know About” that reenacted scary stories from the daytime program.

 The Showa era, when scary things, people, people around you, and schools were everywhere.

 In the world of the movie “A Nightmare on Elm Street,” everyone tries not to sleep because Freddy will kill them if they sleep…
 But I couldn’t resist and fell asleep, and in my dreams I was manipulated by Freddy, and in the real world…

 I don’t know for sure because I remember a scene like this from my childhood.

 At some point I realize
 In the world of dreams, we can do anything…
 Each person holds the weapon they envisioned in the dream world based on their own ideas.
 From there, the fight with Freddy begins…

 Yes, dreams are free and anything is possible…

 So in this world that’s not normal
 Dream to the fullest
 Let’s draw lines and add color to each pure white day, and live today, tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow with warmth.

 Youth is yet to come
 Today too, my youth is running full-throttle with love
 Let’s dream and live now

 Hello again, good evening and good morning
 Thank you for your hard work today.

 Yesterday I went to the police station for the first time in a while.
 Before that, please contact the Prefectural Police Aptitude Examination Section.
 To receive the medical certificate issued by you.
 After brain surgery, I can’t drive a car or bike unless I get a doctor’s certificate and an aptitude test…

 Police station since license renewal
 I was a little nervous, but
 But I was healed by the two posters who are dangerous detectives.

 The two were running around in Yokohama, where the performance was held.
 I want to watch “Dangerous Detective” again…

 I hope your new tomorrow will be a warm day…

 May the wind always blow in your heart…

 Finally, a look at the little youths I met this week…
 

 This week’s blog will be long again on Tuesday and Wednesday.
 Thank you until the end…

 The days towards the second half too
 Let’s run around in our youth

 Well then
 Tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, forever
 strong, gentle and warm
 Let’s live.

 Suzu Hirose’s ex-boyfriend (lol)
 Akihiro Takahashi, 24 years old, in the prime of his youth