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記憶 : 昨日を繋ぎ明日を紡ぎ今を生きよう

記憶 : Connect yesterday, weave tomorrow, and live in the present.

 

こんにちは、こんばんは、おはようございます
昨日早朝から恵比寿に居た自分
雨の降りそうだった川崎工業地帯の冷たいam7時前神社で祈りそのまま自転車で駅まで
恵比寿に着く頃には小雨が降りだし
am10時頃ふと窓の外へ視線を向けると
外は3月とは思えない雪景色
大粒の雪舞う東京
帰る頃には雨に変わり積もることはありませんでしたが冷たい空気に包まれた関東

川崎工業地帯では雪はなかったようで
小雨降る街から工業地帯へ帰り
雨上がり薄雲に空の青がうっすら覗くなか
着替え弟の病院へ……
帰る頃にはすっかり雲も晴れ夕暮れへ向かう太陽が眩しかった昨日から

今日は朝から冷たい空気と昨日の雨の後残る
気持ち良く晴れた雨上がりの水曜日

今日は3月11日
15年前のあの日経験した異様な揺れと目に写る異様な光景

東日本大震災から15年、あの日日本テレビへ向かおうとしていた僕は長く大きく揺れた地震の後、町中の人が溢れる町内から街中の人々で溢れる駅前まで自転車でスーツを手に向かった
これまでに感じたことの無かった異様な地震から人々で溢れかえる異様な街中の光景
駅へ向かい歩いていると駅の方から歩いてきた弟と会う、電車全部止まっているよと……
携帯を確認すると、その日の仕事はバラシなった……

人々で溢れかえる街中で偶然にも弟と会うなんて思ってもいなかった……
あの日から15年弟は今病院のベッドの上で奇跡を信じ闘っているあの日から復興した被災地同様弟も15年後は元気になっていると信じ今日も家族皆で闘う……
頑張ろう。

そして今日は高校卒業の美羽に続き良輔の中学の卒業式
パパに見せるからと実家前で写真を撮った
照れ臭そうな表情に小さな頃の泣き虫だった良輔と細く弱々しかった弟の表情が重なる……

おめでとうを贈り卒業式へ向かっていく良輔の成長した背中を見送る……

また一歩新しい明日へ踏み出す甥っ子
泣き虫だった子供の頃の影はもう無い

踏み出せ生きろ良輔
パパも喜んでいるよ……

それからにぃにぃが伸輔の元へ行く頃実家へ顔を出すと
それからすぐに帰ってきた良輔の制服の第二ボタンが無くなっていました
やるじゃんか良輔…….
と、照れくさそうにする良輔
でもにぃにぃは袖のボタン以外無くなったよ……
と、対抗する大人げないにぃにい
病院の伸輔にもそんな良輔の一歩を伝えてきました……
さすがは野球部4番バッター
工業地帯の大谷翔平(笑)です…….

気持ち良く晴れた水曜日
日曜日から今日まで感じた景色とあたたかな夕暮れ
そして移り行く季節の色を贈ります……

雨の日も雪の日も気持ち良く晴れた日も
慌ただしく変わる空と生き
風を感じる
季節の色は次の瞬間には纏う色を変え
風と共に次の季節を呼ぶ

色々な思い出を記憶し
新たな今日を明日を一歩を踏み出す人々

今を大切に今日もあたたかな一歩を踏み出し
明日を繋ぎ昨日を紡ぎ
あたたかな今をめいいっぱい感じ生きましょう

今週もジグザグ陽気天気と共に
最後まで心あたたかな一週間の日々時間でありますように

今週もありがとうございました……

優しい風がいつも心をそっと包んでくれますように……

明日も今週も
強く優しくあたたかく
生きよう。

 

髙橋 昭博

 

 

Memory : Connect yesterday, weave tomorrow, and live in the present.

 

Hello, good evening, good morning
 I was in Ebisu since early morning yesterday.
 I prayed at the shrine just before 7 a.m. in the cold Kawasaki industrial area, where it looked like it was going to rain.I rode my bicycle to the station.
 By the time we arrived at Ebisu, it started to rain lightly.
 Around 10am, I suddenly looked out the window and
 It’s snowy outside, hard to believe it’s March.
 Tokyo with large falling snow
 By the time I got home, the rain had changed and there was no accumulation, but the Kanto region was enveloped in cold air.

 There didn’t seem to be any snow in the Kawasaki Industrial Zone.
 Returning from the drizzling city to the industrial area
 After the rain, the blue of the sky peeks through the thin clouds.
 Change clothes and go to my brother’s hospital…
 By the time I got home, the clouds had completely cleared and the sun was shining brightly as it headed towards dusk.

 Today is the cold air from the morning, remaining after yesterday’s rain.
 A pleasant and sunny Wednesday after the rain

 Today is March 11th
 The strange shaking and strange sight that I experienced on that day 15 years ago

 15 years after the Great East Japan Earthquake, I was about to go to Nippon Television that day.After the long and strong earthquake, I grabbed my suit and headed on my bicycle from the town, which was filled with people, to the station, which was filled with people from all over the city.
 A strange scene of a city overflowing with people after a strange earthquake the likes of which you have never felt before.
 As I was walking towards the station, I met my younger brother who was walking towards the station and told me that all the trains had stopped…
 When I checked my phone, my work for the day had changed…

 I never thought I would meet my brother by chance in a city full of people…
 It’s been 15 years since that day, and my younger brother is now on a hospital bed fighting, believing in miracles. Just like the disaster-stricken areas that have been restored since that day, my younger brother believes that in 15 years, he will be healthy again, and today our whole family is fighting…
 Let’s do our best.

 And today is Miu’s high school graduation, followed by Ryosuke’s junior high school graduation ceremony.
 I took a photo in front of my parents’ house so I could show it to my dad.
 His embarrassed expression overlaps with the expressions of Ryosuke, who was a crybaby when he was little, and his younger brother, who was thin and weak…

 I send my congratulations and see off Ryosuke as he heads to the graduation ceremony…

 My nephew takes another step towards a new tomorrow.
 There’s no trace of my crybaby childhood anymore.

 Step forward and live, Ryosuke
 Dad is happy too…

 A pleasant and sunny Wednesday
 The scenery and warm sunset that I felt from Sunday until today
 And I will give you the colors of the changing seasons…

 Rainy days, snowy days, and pleasant sunny days
 The sky and life change rapidly
 feel the wind
 The colors of the season change the colors you wear in the next moment
 Calling for the next season with the wind

 remember various memories
 People taking a step towards a new today and tomorrow

 Cherish the present and take a warm step today too.
 Connecting tomorrow and spinning yesterday
 Let’s live and feel the warm present to the fullest.

 This week too, with zigzag cheerful weather
 May the days of this week be warm until the end.

 Thank you again this week…

 May the gentle wind always gently wrap your heart…

 Tomorrow and this week
 strong, gentle and warm
 Let’s live.

 

 Akihiro Takahashi

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