春彩 : The gentle colors of spring felt on a pleasant and sunny Sunday.

春彩 : 気持ち良く晴れた日曜日に感じた優しい春の彩り

春彩 : The gentle colors of spring felt on a pleasant and sunny Sunday.

先週も忙しい空､季節の変わり目の忙しい空気の一週間お疲れ様でした……
一週間ありがとうございました
新しい一週間も明けましておめでとうございます……
気持ち良く晴れた日曜日も深夜から明け方にかけて雨が降り､始まりの月曜日の朝は雨の跡残る冷たい朝

自分の方も月に一度の薬を処方してもらう為の診察に､MRI検査をしていただいた脳神経外科病院へ……

そして帰りその足で確定申告の届け出へ……
さすがは最終日税務署は大混雑でした……
中々行く間がなく最終日での提出
最終日ってこんなに混雑するんだなと勉強になった昨日

自分は未だにやり馴れた紙で提出する古い人間です(笑)……

その後は弟の新しい主治医､先生との面会､お話を聴きに
これまでの先生は定年で病院を去り
新しいチーム4人体制で……
未来へ希望が持てる先生で､家族も心強く感じました

しかし僕の方も色々な制度が利用出来なかったら､しなかったら入院費と二度の手術で約380万円もかかっていたのかと知ったこの機会

それだけの大きな手術だったんだなと改めて知りました
自分も普通通りの生活に戻り､未だ悪性脳腫瘍の闘病中だと忘れてしまっている今

ちゃんと一息つく間もつくってあげないととは思いますが､壊れるまで走り続けてしまう自分

でも限りある命
壊れても駆け抜けて生きたい今です｡

さて梅の花も緑の葉を纏い､春の色はまだかなと……
レッスン前にいつも寄り､階段下から上の神社にお祈りする瞬間

ふと見上げた頭上の枝先に感じた春色

そう､桜の花が咲いていました
今年､2026年の桜の花……
まだ少しですが今年初めの桜を感じた日曜日

その後のレッスンでもスクールの体験期間に入り普段より人数の多いレッスン
子供クラスには幼稚園を卒園し新小学生になる子が二人参加
お兄さんお姉さんに負けない気持ちで一生懸命そして楽しみながら踊る小さな天使達の姿にお兄ちゃんお姉ちゃん達も負けじと頑張る､刺激し合う良い時間でした……

その後の大人クラスもお母様方と中学生以上の皆さんが精一杯身体を使い頭を使い
激しい踊り､頭を使う動きに挑戦していました……

そんなこんなでスタジオは熱気に包まれ汗だくだくだった日曜日
みんなにあげようと準備していたホワイトデーだったけどすっかり家に置き忘れ逆に
生徒の女の子から……
「ねぇあきちゃん､ホワイトデーあげよっか?」と……(笑)
ホワイトデーを貰いました……

レッスン帰りには羽田空港を感じる橋を越え弟の元へ

空と空気と同じように慌ただしく､でもあたたかい気持ちで感じる生きる日々､今､一瞬

今週も慌ただしい空かもしれないけれど
良い風を感じて､一瞬一瞬を大切に感じて
心あたたかな日々時間でありますように……

優しい風が心にそっと吹きますように……

今週も描き創り動き身体も頭もめいいっぱいで
強く優しくあたたかく
生きます

共に生きましょう｡

＊実家の庭に咲いていた白い花、雨に濡れ美しく白く輝いてみえました…….

髙橋昭博

Spring Color : The gentle colors of spring felt on a pleasant and sunny Sunday.

Thank you for your hard work last week with busy skies and a busy week with the change of seasons…
Thank you for the week
Happy new week…
Even though it was a pleasant and sunny Sunday, it rained from late night until dawn, and the first Monday morning was a cold morning with traces of rain.

I also went to the neurosurgical hospital where I had an MRI scan done in order to get my monthly medication prescribed…

Then, on my way back, I went to file my final tax return…
As expected, the tax office was very crowded on the last day…
Submitted on the last day because I didn’t have much time to go.
Yesterday I learned that it can be so crowded on the last day.

I’m still an old-fashioned person who submits documents on paper (lol)…

After that, I went to meet my brother’s new doctor and listen to his story.
Previous teachers left the hospital at retirement age.
With a new team of 4 people…
He was a teacher who gave me hope for the future, and my family felt reassuring.

However, I took this opportunity to learn that if I hadn’t been able to take advantage of the various systems, I would have spent about 3.8 million yen in hospital fees and two surgeries.

I realized once again that it was such a big surgery.
Now that I have returned to my normal life, I have forgotten that I am still battling a malignant brain tumor.

I think I need to give myself time to take a proper breather, but I find myself running until I break.

But life is limited
Even if it’s broken, I want to run through it and live.

Well, the plum blossoms are also covered in green leaves, and I wonder if the spring colors are yet to come…
Before class, I always stop by and pray from the bottom of the stairs to the shrine above.

I suddenly looked up and saw the spring colors at the tips of the branches above my head.

Yes, the cherry blossoms were blooming.
This year, cherry blossoms in 2026…
It’s still a little while, but it was a Sunday when I felt the first cherry blossoms of this year.

Even in subsequent lessons, there will be a school trial period, and the lessons will have a larger number of students than usual.
Two children who graduated from kindergarten and are new elementary school students participate in the children’s class.
It was a great time for the little angels to dance as hard as their older brothers and have fun, and for the older brothers and sisters to do their best and inspire each other…

In the adult class that followed, the mothers and everyone over junior high school students used their bodies and minds to the best of their ability.
They were challenging themselves with intense dances and movements that required their brains…

Just like that, the studio was filled with excitement and I was drenched in sweat on Sunday.
I was planning to give it to everyone on White Day, but I completely forgot about it at home.
From a student girl…
“Hey Aki-chan, how about I give you White Day?”… (lol)
I received White Day…

On the way home from the lesson, I crossed the bridge that reminded me of Haneda Airport and went to my younger brother.

Just like the sky and the air, my days are hectic, but I feel warm in this moment.