懐郷 : A moment of nostalgia and loneliness on an artificial beach in an industrial area, when the gentle sound of the waves resonates in your heart and brings tears to your eyes.

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懐郷 : 工業地帯の人工の浜辺に懐かしさと寂しさ、優しい波音が心に響き涙が溢れそうになる瞬間

懐郷 : A moment of nostalgia and loneliness on an artificial beach in an industrial area, when the gentle sound of the waves resonates in your heart and brings tears to your eyes.

 

大きな空に大きな海に優しく吹く風に……
優しさに包まれた瞬間、頭に浮かんだ歌……
【優しさに包まれたなら】

小さい頃は 神様がいて
不思議に夢を かなえてくれた
やさしい気持ちで 目覚めた朝は
大人になっても 奇蹟は起こるよ

カーテンを開いて 静かな木漏れ陽の
やさしさに包まれたなら きっと
目に写る全てのことは メッセージ

小さい頃は 神様がいて
毎日愛を 届けてくれた
心の奥に しまい忘れた
大切な箱 開くときは今

雨上がりの庭で くちなしの香りの
やさしさに包まれたなら きっと
目に写る全てのことは メッセージ

カーテンを開いて 静かな木漏れ陽の
やさしさに包まれたなら きっと
目に写る全てのことは メッセージ

先週末から弟の体調が崩れ普段90前後の脈拍が150から一時最高200まで上がり熱も39℃以上
拭っても拭っても身体から絶え間なく溢れ出る汗

苦しい日々が不安定な体調の日々が昨日も続き
先生の説明を受け
抗生剤の点滴をすることになり
ようやく少し落ち着く……

寝たきりの状態で誤嚥性肺炎を起こし
苦しい日々、抗生剤の薬の力で少し穏やかさを取り戻す……

半年間傍で感じてきた弟の闘う姿
季節の変わり目と同じように久々に大きく崩れ不安定になった体調

弟の身体も冬から春へ季節を越えようと頑張っています……

そんな苦しい日々が続いた週末からの日々の中
工業地帯でも海を見たくて
でも狭い運河じゃなく海を感じたくて

川崎工業地帯の外れにある島へ続く約2kmの日本最長の人道海底トンネルを抜け
夕暮れが迫る病院帰り面会帰り自転車で思いきり駆け抜けた……

奇蹟は起こるよ……
そう信じ約半年間毎日毎朝祈り続ける日々の
ほんの一瞬
心に従い海を感じに行った……

そんな心のままに感じた海を
波音を砂浜に残る足跡を大きな空を
工業地帯の運河の果てから続く小さいけれど
その先に感じる大きな海を贈ります

一緒に感じてください

時系列で贈る静かな写真を静かな音
心地よい潮風を感じてください……

僕らはみんな生きている
今日も明日も明後日も

今日も全ての事にありがとう
今日も一生懸命の一日みんなお疲れ様でした

一週間はまだ前半が終わったばかり
今日から続く明日も明後日も週末まで
今週も最後まで一週間あたたかく生きてください

優しい風がいつも心を包んでくれますように……

今日もありがとうございました
明日も残りの一週間も
強く優しくあたたかく
生きよう。

 

髙橋 昭博

 

 

Nostalgia : A moment of nostalgia and loneliness on an artificial beach in an industrial area, when the gentle sound of the waves resonates in your heart and brings tears to your eyes.

 

The wind that gently blows against the big sky and the big sea…
 The moment I was surrounded by kindness, a song came to mind…
 [If you are surrounded by kindness]

 When I was little, there was a God
 My dream came true in a mysterious way
 The morning I woke up with a gentle feeling
 Even when you become an adult, miracles still happen.

 Open the curtains and see the quiet sunlight filtering through the trees
 If you are surrounded by kindness, surely
 Everything you see is a message

 When I was little, there was a God
 You gave me love every day
 I forgot to keep it deep in my heart
 The time to open this precious box is now

 In the garden after the rain, with the scent of beards
 If you are surrounded by kindness, surely
 Everything you see is a message

 Open the curtains and see the quiet sunlight filtering through the trees
 If you are surrounded by kindness, surely
 Everything you see is a message

 Since last weekend, my younger brother’s health has deteriorated and his pulse, which is usually around 90, has increased from 150 to a high of 200 at one point, and his fever is over 39 degrees Celsius.
 No matter how much I wipe it, the sweat that constantly overflows from my body

 The difficult days and unstable physical condition continued yesterday as well.
 receive the teacher’s explanation
 I had to give an antibiotic drip.
 I’m finally calming down a bit…

 Aspiration pneumonia occurred while bedridden.
 During the difficult days, I regain some peace of mind with the power of antibiotics…

 The way my younger brother fights, which I have felt by my side for half a year
 Just like the change of seasons, my physical condition has deteriorated and become unstable for the first time in a while.

 My younger brother’s body is also working hard to overcome the seasons from winter to spring…

 In the days since the weekend, when such painful days continued
 I want to see the sea even in an industrial area
 But I wanted to feel the ocean, not the narrow canal.

 Pass through Japan’s longest undersea tunnel, approximately 2km long, leading to an island on the outskirts of the Kawasaki Industrial Zone.
 As dusk approached, I rode my bike as fast as I could on my way home from a visit to the hospital…

 Miracles will happen…
 I believed this and continued to pray every morning for about six months.
 Just a moment
 I followed my heart and went to feel the sea…

 The sea that I felt as if it were in my heart
 The sound of waves, footprints on the sandy beach, the big sky
 Although it is small, it continues from the end of the canal in the industrial area.
 I will give you the feeling of the big ocean beyond.

 feel it together

Quiet photos presented in chronological order with quiet sounds
 Feel the pleasant sea breeze…

 we are all alive
 Today, tomorrow and the day after tomorrow

 Thank you for everything today
 Thank you everyone for your hard work today.

 The first half of the week is just over
 From today until tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, and the weekend
 Please live warmly this week until the end.

 May the gentle wind always wrap your heart…

 Thank you very much for today
 Tomorrow and the rest of the week
 strong, gentle and warm
 Let’s live.

 

Akihiro Takahashi

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